You say you want to spend time with me,
but when you do, you just judge and criticize me...

So many things changing around me.
I can't keep up with them...

The one who is always there.
The one who always cares...

This numb feeling doesn't seem to go away,
I know why its here, but why does it stay...

Hidden beneath my clothes,
the unseen wounds etched in my skin...

Without you I am nothing.
No one else can make me smile like you do...

Both sides raging,
you're engaging...

He was all I ever wanted,
but could never have...

The truth is love never wanted me.
It pushed and shoved me around...

Smiles and laughs,
tears you'll never see...

Sometimes I wonder,
wonder if I really do love you...

You meant everything to me,
but I guess we'll never be...