I came to see the light in you,
but my mind was mistaken...
The truth is love never wanted me.
It pushed and shoved me around...
Both sides raging,
you're engaging...
He was all I ever wanted,
but could never have...
Smiles and laughs,
tears you'll never see...
Sometimes I wonder,
wonder if I really do love you...
You meant everything to me,
but I guess we'll never be...
So many things changing around me.
I can't keep up with them...
All this rejection kills me inside.
All the names they say...
You say you want to spend time with me,
but when you do, you just judge and criticize me...
I see you everyday,
yet I can't wait forever...
Without you I am nothing.
No one else can make me smile like you do...