My only fear in life was being unloved... looks like my fear is becoming a reality...

When you're dreaming with a broken heart the waking up part is always the hardest...

She's got bite marks on her tounge from all the things she never said...

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong. Talk like everythings perfect. Act like its all a dream and pretend its not hurting me...

Silent tears and silent screams haunt my world and my dreams...

Once there was a girl... she felt so alone and empty inside... no one told her she was pretty... and no one really cared...

that girl just happens to be me...

I wish I could run far enough to get away from myself... its got to be easier than dealing with the feelings I've felt...

My eyes hurt from crying, my heart aches from trying, my wrist burns from cutting and in the end i still have nothing...

Everytime I see you holding onto her the pain cuts like a knife making wounds that never cure...

I am such a mistake... and I hate myself for it...