I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment dad... I wish I could be your perfect little angel like I used to be but I am the FARTHEST thing from perfect...

Tears of blood that flows like rain
Never allowing others to see her pain
How many times can her heart seem to break
Showing a smile that only she knows is fake

She can't trust anyone not even her friend
For if she does her heart will just bend
She's counting the days till she can call it an end
Hoping that when it does come to heaven god will send

The worst part of being lied to is knowing that you're not worth the truth...

I\'m a daughter hiding my depression. I\'m a sister making a good impression. I\'m the girl sitting next to you. I\'m the one asking you to care. I\'m your best friend hoping you\'ll be there.

Cross my heart, close my eyes, fold my hands and pray to die...

We couldnt even imagine the emptiness of a creature who put a razor to her wrists and opened her veins...

If you look close enough you will be able to see every single lie you ever told me run down my cheek!

When life is woe
And hope is dumb
The world says go
The grave says come

Look behind the mascara
and the shiny lipstick
look a little deeper
and maybe you will see
that this girl you are looking
at really isn't me