& just for once, could you let me finish my sentence?

I don't know how long I can hold my heart in two.

Used to be one of the rotten ones
and I liked you for that..

Bleeding shows how weak i am -- and how bad i want-- need it

Suicididal tendencies -- taking charge.
self-inflicted wounds -- slice my arms.

You could be the reason i cry...
You could be the reason i love..
You could be the reason why.

If i could say the words, the ones i know i should.
if i could say the words, the ones you wish you heard.
would you love or would you hate me again?

Sometimes when im alone i hear your voice.
sometimes when im alone i wanna die.
it's so hard to show.

Everytime that your around it cuts my throat,
everytime that your around to bring the clouds.
it so hard to show.

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show, and I tought that being strong meant never losing self control. But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain, from my eyes. tonight I wanna cry.