I thought what we had was real
but somehow i confused you being a jerk with love

Do you see this tear?
you created it
with hateful words and deception
it stains my cheek
these stains will never wash out

R.I.P Dad

You scare me. Deep down I am terrified of you. Everything you stand for is frightening. The one person I can’t be without but also the one person that could probably live without me

I am the shyest girl to ever grace the earth.

Everyone looks at me like I have over come so much. But really I have jus been floating in a sea of issues trying to keep on top. I think I might drown soon

Please go ahead, take advantage of my weakness, smile, act charming and make me think you want me, I am a stupid girl that’s my weakness.

And now I go, sauntering off into the distance, I wait for you to run after me, your hand to grab mine, but all I feel is the clammy air and one tear rolling down my cheek

Stitches seal my wounds, scars remain, emotions drained and I run to you only to open then up once more

It jus keeps beating, bleeding, but still beating, you follow the trail and slice it open again