I spilled my heart to you and you spilled my blood

My heart, beats
my last breath, breathes
my soul dies, eyes cry
hurt deep, wounds seep
can't sleep, won't eat
I'm dying from the inside out

you fell, fell so hard you will never remember how it happened, fell in love, you will never know I tripped you

It jus keeps beating, bleeding, but still beating, you follow the trail and slice it open again

Stitches seal my wounds, scars remain, emotions drained and I run to you only to open then up once more

And now I go, sauntering off into the distance, I wait for you to run after me, your hand to grab mine, but all I feel is the clammy air and one tear rolling down my cheek

Please go ahead, take advantage of my weakness, smile, act charming and make me think you want me, I am a stupid girl that’s my weakness.

Everyone looks at me like I have over come so much. But really I have jus been floating in a sea of issues trying to keep on top. I think I might drown soon

I am the shyest girl to ever grace the earth.

You scare me. Deep down I am terrified of you. Everything you stand for is frightening. The one person I can’t be without but also the one person that could probably live without me