racing thoughts
cold sweat
numbness through the body
i must be upset

breathing shortens
dizziness begins
what is going on?
my anxiety wins

I hear them whisper
i hear them talk
i see them stare
as i walk

giggles and laughter
fill the air
i feel so ugly
its just not fair

high school girls
can be so cruel
making girls like me
feel like such a fool

Maybe i need to be blonde
instead of this gross brunette hair
maybe loose some weight
these insecurities i cannot bear

These faded scars on my wrist are proof that heartless people like you do exist

I hate you
for not telling me it was okay

I hate you
for going away

There is nothing more addictive
than a wound self-inflicted

The cuts
lead to scars
scars tell stories
which no one
understands
no one
but
me ...

Cat scratch
dog bite
keep the truth out of sight
no one is perfect anyway
sometimes the blade slips

You have enemies? good. it means you have stood up for something in your life

If the definition of beautiful
gets any smaller no one will fit..