And went about your way.....
I was lying on the couch in a peaceful nights...

FOR SO LONG I HAVE STRUGGLED TO ESCAPE YOU
EVEN IN JAIL YOU RUN FREE IN MY DREAMS...

2-19-04
SO SICK OF BEING AFRAID...

I thought by now the dreams would leave
That this memory would no longer bother me...

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOOK YOUR LAST BREATH
IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE YOU ARE REALLY DEAD...

I CAN'T ESCAPE MY PAST
AND THE SCARS IT LEFT BEHIND...

Can't someone help me
I'm drowning in my dreams...

I'M SO TIRED OF RUNNING
WHEN WILL I FIND MY PEACE...

I FEEL TRAPPED IN DREAMS
THAT I DON'T WANT TO EXIST...