See theres these fears of mine
That run through the back of my head...

One day ill show you
How truly proud...

Why don't you believe me
When i say what i am...

You never knew
You were there for me...

Why did you do it
Why bring me so much pain...

Secret glances
When your not looking...

Vivid dreams
Of a vile time...

When i lay awake at night
I sit and i cry...

Silent screams
Caught in her throat...

Why do you judge me
And compare me to another...

My pillow wet from tears
Because of the reminders...

You never loved me
To you i was just a chore...