# I don't want to love you
I try not to care

I want to let you go
but my love for you's still there .

# I do my best to forget you
but you won't leave my mind

I've tried to move on
but I can't leave my heart behind .

# They counted down ,
i could hear cheering ,
loud firework bangs ,
people laughing ,
giving kisses .

&& all i could think of ,
was how badly i wished you were there
to wish me a happy new year ,
one that includes you .

# They wished me a happy new year ,
gave me three kisses each ,
i got a hug from every one .

Still i stood there motionless ,
only thinking of how i wanted you there .

# I wish we could talk this over
but this isn't something you can solve .
you broke my heart in so little pieces -
it's impossible to put them back together ,
you can hardly collect them all .

# This isn't the kind of fight
you can solve with a kiss
with a simple 'but baby i still love you'

this isn't one of those things
that fade in time .

It's nothing that will mend,
nothing i will forget .

# This can't be solved with an 'iloveyou'
this can't be washed away
this can't be forgiven or forgotten
this can only break us .
&& it broke us -

# But now my head's no longer in control
my heart didn't agree with taking it slow .

# You can't call it a crush ,
just because you're crushed
you can't call it love
just because you're in love
( it takes two )

# We say goodbye quite often
It was never a big deal
But now you don't run after me
And I'm so afraid to feel