I know what they mean when they say you have a special feeling when you're being Confirmed. It's that feeling that you're worth something, the feeling that everything is going to be ok, the feeling that life is just beginning.

Let me slip away...

I'm sorry I'm worthless
I'm sorry you think I don't have a soul
I'm sorry you think I'm a piece of shit
I'm sorry you think I don't care
Mostly, I'm sorry I was ever born.. x3

Mom, I have a soul.
You just can't see it, but thanks for making me feel like a piece of shit, once again.
Just another scar to add onto my skin.

The real world is so unreal...

I'm lost in a world that doesn't need me.

I need this mask to last.

I can't let the real me show.

I just need it a little longer.

I hope it doesn't fail me...

I can't bear to have people look at me like they do the others...

Please last...

Sure, they say everything has it's reasons. So what's the reason behind us getting torn apart?

I try so hard to make them proud of me. But what for? They're never proud of me. All I do, it's just a waste of time.

I wish my parents were proud of me. I wish they cared about me. I wish they would tell people that I was here..

Good-bye to you
You're taking up my time
I'll always remember you though