I'm trying. I'm trying to show you how much you meant and still mean to me...Just look.

I'll always cry these silent tears..

My life is just one big lie. Everything I say, everything I think, everything other people say; all those words are lies; I’m a mistake.

I love him;
He's happy;
He makes me happy;
Yet he makes me sad;
I wish I could tell him that I love him;

I'll understand it all when I'm better, right?

Good-bye to you
You're taking up my time
I'll always remember you though

I try so hard to make them proud of me. But what for? They're never proud of me. All I do, it's just a waste of time.

I wish my parents were proud of me. I wish they cared about me. I wish they would tell people that I was here..

Sure, they say everything has it's reasons. So what's the reason behind us getting torn apart?

I need this mask to last.

I can't let the real me show.

I just need it a little longer.

I hope it doesn't fail me...

I can't bear to have people look at me like they do the others...

Please last...

I'm lost in a world that doesn't need me.