I'm 24 years old, a sophomore at BCTC-Cooper Campus (Formally known as LCC), a Christian, and a singer/songwriter. My miraculous story began on August 22, 1983. I was born at UK Hospital. I was born three months premature and I weighed only 1 LB and 12 OZ. Nobody could hold me because I had to be immediately hooked up to IV machines, an incubator, a respirator, and a heart monitor. I was born with scoliosis (which I no longer have), Cerebral Palsy in my left leg, and fine motor problems (which I will have both for the rest of my life). When I was 1 month old, I had a hemorrhage on my brain (a hemorrhage is a form of stroke which basically means that my brain was bleeding) and that caused me to have permanent nerve damage in my left hand and arm, walk with a limp, and be limited to what I can and can't do. During that time, I also had to have a shunt put in the right side of my head. A shunt is like a tube that runs from the right side of my head down to my stomach and it takes the access fluid off of my brain. I had to stay in the hospital for 85 days. My doctor feared that I would be blind, confided to a wheelchair, or possibly die. I got made fun of a lot in elementary and middle school (moreso in middle school) by kids and some teachers that I had. One in 3rd grade and another one in 8th grade. Along with being called crippled, retarded, stupid, a snobby little girl, and troublemaker by my 8th grade teacher, I was told by them that they didn't see how I would make it in elementary, middle school, High School, college, or life in general. Kids (and my 8th grade math teacher) mocked me whenever I walked, I got asked all the time why I walk the way I do, why my hand is the way it is, and I was called crippled, retarded, stupid, an idiot, dumb, pathetic, ugly, and worthless. It hasn't been easy living with my disability and there are times when I still struggle with feeling sorry for myself or putting myself down because of it but now, most people don't even know about it unless they ask me or I tell them. I now look at my disability as a blessing for one because since I go to a secular college, I've had several opportunities to share my story in several of my classes and tell of God's faithfulness and love to me Amen? I am a Child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made, precious to Him, and He loves me! |
Never Be Broken Again
Don't you know that one day...
Sunday marked 21 months since my dad passed away...
I have hope and peace, Yes I do...
Rain falls / Your heart is bowed in sorrow / I...
Chorus: For my Love is the Only Love You Need / I...
Child, I can see your strength is beginning to...
As the tears fall from your eyes / My heart bends...
Never Be Broken Again
Don't you know that one day...
"No Greater Love have I ever known than the love that opened His hands and let His blood flow" |
We were bought with the same blood So look beyond what you can see And look into the heart Those who believe in the Son are called to show all people Love |
"Why do we look down on others because of the color of their skin or what they don't have when we are all blessed and will one day have the same home?" |