Goodbye all it's been a ball....but now it's my trun to fall

Tonight i will die...she's coming for me she'll stick her big knife in me and that will be the end of me

Every day there is more hell to pay yet you want me to stay...you say that you don't want me to go away but what you don't get is that i'm dying more and more every day and soon i will be no more

I need you here but i'm so mad we've lost everything we've ever had

I want to kill you i want to destroy you yet i still love you...what the f.u.c.k. is wrong with me how on earth can i still except you to be my daddy

I can't take it anymore...i can't face you anymore so thats the end now just forget about me..like i'm no longer there..cause now there is no reason for you to care

I'm sorry...i just can't move on..i can't be strong:(

My friends tell me that they'll stand by me but do they really know what that means....do they know how my daddy beats on me?:(

F.u.c.k this life and take the knife

Let me die and i will thank eternally inside...so just let me die!!!!