Dear papa,
i miss you so much...

Drinking,
stealing...

Do not weep at my grave,
for i am not gone...

Heart tore open; it's too much to bear
Blood pours onto the cold metallic floor...

My face is moisten with tears so sweet
While I consider my past regrets and weep...

I'm sorry I wrecked you life
It was never my intention...

I'm all alone
And always will be...

Stop yelling at me, I know I'm not the best,
You say I'm like all the rest...

Like my words
It trickles down...

Servant of the shadow, I'll fight against my...
Serve it no longer, for hope may come again...

I'm not sad,
I assure you...

What if i would of died that day
with the anbilacord wrapped around my neck...