& I kept telling myself,
Im not going to break...
not again

All you see are the lies told by the media,
he sees the dull eyes of his dead friend
all you hear is the bad news,
he hears the gun shots and screams
all you see is the death toll,
hes only sees a soldier,
i see a hero

Your nothing but a fake,
&they see perfection
you see a monster
&they agree

Daddy for once you'll be proud,
i finally succeeded,
i died

You say you love me, you say you care
but hun,
you were really never there

Everyone thought she was fine..
Everyone thought shed be okay..
But no one saw the non fading lines
& no one saw her break.

Grey eyes hidden behind a mask
gun in her hands
blood on her face
thats what the dark spray was
blood, his blood
hot and wet on her face

If i could go back and change one thing
it would be death

I'll be okay
It's not the first time
It's not the last time
But ill be okay

You keep reminding me I'm alive
a twisted conclusion
Of my failed attempts to die