My dreams show me a life I could of had

Love is like treasure,
it can take a life time to find...
...but in the end all you have is...

...rusted coins...

Everytime i look at my writs it reminds me im alive

I burn the bridges I made,
I build walls around me,
Always alone...
...But at least this way...

...I won't get hurt...

Depression is like war
You have your soldiers
You have your battle scars
You have your many battles
And you have your war
But in the end depression teams with suicide
...and wins

My tears have long dryed
my head sure hurts tonight
I hear a knock as I swallow these colorful pills
My only true love and my only disappointment

Sometimes I look up into the sky
And whish that I could be as
Weightless as the clouds
And just float away

& I see them smiling
I smile back
& I see them laughing
I laugh back
& I feel that weightless feeling
That reminds me its all fake

Some people have one of those days,
I have one of those lives

I knew right from the start
You'd break my heart
I knew right until the end
That this hurt would never mend