As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive...

Dear Diary.
I overdosed today...

Disconnecting from everything all around,
wrapping our dying hearts in this frost cloaked...

Please talk to me,
Baby don't leave me here alone...

I don't want to sound crazy,
but somethings taking over me...

You are the beautiful one, with nothing to say
If I had the chance, you'd get a special bouquet...

Out of all the things in my life I could do
The best thing I've ever done was falling for you...

With a heavy heart, I remember your half-way held...

I'm all out of the tears that I cry for you
I just thought all my fears have just come true...

So the feeling of alone
overwhelms me now...

Sick of all the torment, and life's cruel themes,
I've lost the meaning of life...

I wasn't trying to ruin anything,
wasn't lying just to hear the phone ring...