September 11,2006
will be 5 years...

I think of you often
remembering the times we had...

They thought they could ruin me
they thought i was easily beat...

It totally took me by surprise
when your question was will i be your wife...

I have felt this way before...
the way i feel today...

I've been hurt before
and i conquered the pain...

Without you here nothing is the same..
the heat from the sun is too hot on my face...

Why cant i cry one single tear
why when i drink even...

The what is LOVE
the who is YOU...

The way the wind blows without a sound
as the leaves from the tress fall to the ground...

Friends or foes
no one really knows...

I sit down and stare at a blank sheet of paper
trying hard to focus on my heart...