I sit down and stare at a blank sheet of paper
trying hard to focus on my heart...
Friends or foes
no one really knows...
The way the wind blows without a sound
as the leaves from the tress fall to the ground...
My lil' guy not so lil' anymore
you are all grown up...
The what is LOVE
the who is YOU...
Why cant i cry one single tear
why when i drink even...
Without you here nothing is the same..
the heat from the sun is too hot on my face...
I've been hurt before
and i conquered the pain...
I have felt this way before...
the way i feel today...
It totally took me by surprise
when your question was will i be your wife...
They thought they could ruin me
they thought i was easily beat...
I think of you often
remembering the times we had...