&& I guess I'm just holding on to nothing... but that nothing wont seem to let me go...

Why do you look for love, when love is looking straight at you...

I just wanna fall again... cuz maybe this time someone will catch me...

I just wanna fall again... cuz maybe this time someone will catch me...

but then again maybe i should just wake up and face reality... no one will ever catch me like he could have...

I'm holding on to nothing... but that nothing is my *everything*...

Everyday I look to you and get those unfogettable butterflies all over again... until i look to your side and see... her....

Everytime you talk to me... you remind me how much I hate myself for not being there for you...

I know you couldnt hold on to words for life... but your words were the only thing that kept me holdin on to mine....

Maybe what i lost
is never what i wanted...
but maybe what i lost
is everything i needed...

"I can't hold on to ~words~, I need to hold on to *someone*..."

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