"I can't hold on to ~words~, I need to hold on to *someone*..."

*** actual conversation

Maybe what i lost
is never what i wanted...
but maybe what i lost
is everything i needed...

I know you couldnt hold on to words for life... but your words were the only thing that kept me holdin on to mine....

Everytime you talk to me... you remind me how much I hate myself for not being there for you...

Everyday I look to you and get those unfogettable butterflies all over again... until i look to your side and see... her....

I want that I'm-the-luckiest-girl-alive feeling back... but when you left you stole it from me