I close my pale eye lids,
And open them full of playfulness...

I lye there thinking of you,
Wanting you in my arms...

A love that lives under my skin,
Only shows bright when his eyes bove in...

A heart for you, a tear for me,
I've done this before, why can't you see...

We just lye here,
Clentching each other as tightly as we can...

A friend that i knew for a short time,
A friend that talked to me and listened to my...

I only want to be with you,
I wish you knew...

We were so close,
But yet so far...

So close... not knowing what i am doing,
The knife is to my wrist...

I meet you,
I see your eyes...

Desired love,
As i want to be with you...

What is this kind of crush?
Its not love its not "like", what is it...