A year ago today
I was laying in your arms...

I have lost one of my friends yesterday..
My dear sweet Alexandra...

When I touch your hand
I cant breath no more...

I think so many things
That I just can\'t handle...

When I think about the times
The times that you've hurt me...

I think how lucky I am to have a friend like you
I never thought I could have in this world...

No hope left for a person like me
no light left for the person within me...

Looking up above
and wishing for a wishing star...

I feel burned up inside
Like an explosion...

I'm sitting here
With words I wanna say...

I look up at the stars
and wonder with what is happening...

The wind blows in one direction
Taking every leaf with it...