No, I think I'm happier in denia,l and out of decision, than knowing and being decided.

How can you make me feel so invincible, only to break the one organ I need most to survive.

Once again I'm in battle with the empty space inside my chest. Finding it hard to protect what I no longer have.

Maybe there's only so many tears you have for a person before they all run dry...

I used to think the truth hurt. But trust me baby, your lies, they hurt WAY more.

If love was hate the world would feel prettty much the same.

One better then aquaintences, we'll be strangers.
starting things afresh. Knowing nothing. Expecting nothing. With no judgement. with no regret. With out anger, With peace?

So i'm back here
i'm so confused and unsure
don't even know my aim
but i will heal
piece by piece
shard by shard
until im semi whole again.

I know i can't change the past, but its my choice to change the future.

If love is giving someone the power to destroy you and hoping they won't, then how can i ever trust you again?