Why do i find it so hard to tell you i love you

You will never know or understand my pain..

Your the guy of my dreams..but all you will ever be is the guy in my dreams..

Im so scared to loose you,
I never want to beleive that the day will come, and maybe for once...just once...gods gonna give me the perfect ending

When im with you all my pain just seems to slowly go away..

Everytime i talk to you all my problems start to fade away..and just for a single moment in my life everything seems so perfect..

Anything you say or do cannot change what you have done..you have crushed and ruined my life ...all you can do is pray that i stay strong..for your sake so that my death doesnt lie on your concience..