You are the most beautiful gift..
God had given me...

Am scared
The little girl in me is gone...

Let me fall,
I don't care if i breakdown...

I get something really great that makes me happy
i always lose it because I'm so afraid...

Let me face my biggest fear
my self and my sickness...

What can i do
as i Stand in the dark...

I love darkness...
Well I can't love...

Fall down..Cant brake out!
Want to reach youre hand...

Freedom?
What kind of word is that...

I don't want this!
I scream so laud...

Am not living
My life is not real...

Sometimes I just want to run away
But my friends are getting in my way...