I sit here and wonder how I let it happen
Why didn't someone warn me...

I feel like my head is spinning so fast that my...
That theres so much inside my breaths have no room...

I want to bend over and purge a rainbow of love
Embrace the sexuality I was BORN with...

I am numb
mind frazzled...

When will it ever stop
Batteling...

I hate this
I hate vaulnerability...