Awake, alone, combating my thoughts
Silence invades as my mind only rots...
Sifting through this blur, this mess inside my...
Thoughts are never matching what is really said...
The tick of the clock is relentless in action
Sulking in solitude gives no satisfaction...
This piercing glare falls to tears, another piece...
My heart is crumbling, fading away, ceasing to...
I knew you before I met you, deep within my mind;
A wish not yet granted until you were there to...
Restless inside, with surroundings so fake
Alone in my mind is this constant heartache...
I'll look away so you won't see
All that I pretend to be...
Your words they taunt me, your voice it stays
Inside my mind, intruding my ways...
Years I cant take back; memories I wouldn't sell
Longing for your love has put my heart through...
Every night before I dream, I hold you in my arms
I hear you as you whisper your sweet, subtle...
This blade of woeful memories stabs at my soul
Revealing all my weakness, longing for control...
Silently you suffer
Remorsefully you cry...