Everything used to mean something,
now those things don't matter...
Everyday i get the urge to say,
something i know i feel...
Here is a day,
just another day...
How can it be that we live in a world,
that we can hate and love so much at the same...
You keep telling me it's okay to cry,
but i never see you crying...
My heart brakes,
my voice shakes...
This is it, this is how it is all going to end, i...
the sirens ring and the cars pull up, the gasps...
Here i am,
this is me...
I can't trust,
even though i must...
Sometimes its all i can think about,
And even though i think about it all so often...
Oh darling,
can't you see how far I've come...
I wish you could all understand,
that nothing feels right...