I feel this pain
And misery...

You are mine
I run in redemption...

Chavs
Chavs...

I'm restless tonight
Cause i wasted the light...

When i am sad
And when i am lonely...

No more slitting
No more attention seeking...

Life can be a nightmare
For me it never gets better...

(This poem is true i don't know what this memory...
I have this memory...

Suffocation can kill you
Suffocation can hurt you...

You are my dear friend Paige
You give me ideas on how to fight my pain...

I loved her
I may have rejected her love...

I have weapons in my room
People who mess with me will be hurt...