I really hope im not gona be this girl forever?

She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

Iam affraid to get close to anyone because i dont want to be hurt again.

Iam yelling out to god yeling loud anough for the gods can here my prayrs of death, everyone else can here my dream of death god iknow you can here them to why wont u grant them.

I see you in my nightmares, i kill u in my dreams, you took the only thing that ment anything from me.

The lies i tell are to keep u from finding out who i really am, trust me you dont wana no who i really am....

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

A golden heart stopped beating, working hands went to rest. He broke many hearts to prove to us, he only takes the best.

I think I'm afraid of being happy because everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.