I learned the feeling
Of a loss of hope and dreams...

A man, tall, handsome, a little ones idol,
Watching a movie in the living room...

My life was alright
Till god made a change...

My body says yes
My heart screams out no...

Everyday when I wake up
A frown crosses my face...

Am I lonely, I ask myself
I want every guys I see...

I hear America crying
Late into the night...

Sitting in my room alone
Nothing to do...

I held out my hand
To help you out of the ditch...

Tears streaming down my face
Heart feels so out of place...

Never call me
But call me next year...

I can't stand the way you look at me
Like you think it's all a dream...