I am jaded
And I don't know what to do...

The memories are fading
The heart asks, has it been too long...

For but a moment hate me not
Gaze into my longing eyes...

So hard is it for me
To gaze upon your face...

Choices, choices
We all face them...

As I try my best to be subtle,
But still be gazing at you...

** I started this a LONG time ago, but just...
Only you know me, the real, honest me...

You talked to me everyday
And told me you understood...

Can I say I love you,
If it is really truth...

I think about you all the time,
And how you are not YET mine...

When I am upset, and lost in my own emotions...
(C) Athame '07...

I won't say it to him
I swear, no I will not...