He said "thanks for making me feel bad"
and i told him "you're freaking welcome...and thanks for making me feel like the girl that will always be "just friends" and nothing more"

Everythings ok in the end, if its not ok, then its not the end...
At least now i know everyone dies happy

I want u 2 feel wat I feel
I want u 2 feel the pain of feeling like some1 ripped out ur heart, tore it into 1000 pieces, n then rammed it down ur throat, b/c they couldnt find someone 2 treat them right, but ull never realize, that girl is me

You think your so much better than me...but in the end it won't be me going to hell..now will it??

This pain...this horror...this feeling i get everytime i look at you...feels like someone's pounding me into a fine powder...

But that's why they call them crushes...right??

If you like HER so much, then why did you say YES to ME??

I'd rather die a thousand deaths than feel the pain i felt when you told me "i just want to be friends"

I never took that next step,
I never let my guard down that much...
But the day i met you
it was as if my heart
let down its shield and said
"i don't care if i break...
he's the one for you."

In a world so accepting Those who are truly different will never be accepted

You will never know me
until you've been in
the hell hole that
i go home to everyday