He just....shakes my world up after I think I've reached solid ground. Its a miserable after effect....but so joyous when its happening.

I laugh though. Cause maybe he doesn't see it, but all he is is a hypocrite.

But there are moments that I look back on. Moments where I was so sure it was real. I guess it was all just a really good illusion.

But what amazes me the most is how you can walk away when you were never really here to start with.

You were gone before I ever said goodbye.

May God send down a dove with wings as sharp as razors to spear the heart of any guy who loves a girl and then betrays her.

So that all being said, it was fun while it lasted and thanks for the rejection and pretending to be 'different'. Another lesson learned. I hope you find what you're searching for and let it be what you deserve.

I would have never done you wrong and I never would have put a knife in your back, despite the knives in mine.

I would never have turned my back on you, I'm not that kind of person. So I hope you know what you've lost.

Its that wonder that hurts the most. If its goodbye, be a big boy and say it.