He just....shakes my world up after I think I've reached solid ground. Its a miserable after effect....but so joyous when its happening.

Its that wonder that hurts the most. If its goodbye, be a big boy and say it.

I laugh though. Cause maybe he doesn't see it, but all he is is a hypocrite.

But there are moments that I look back on. Moments where I was so sure it was real. I guess it was all just a really good illusion.

But what amazes me the most is how you can walk away when you were never really here to start with.

You were gone before I ever said goodbye.

I'm a big girl, I'll be just fine. Just stop wasting my time.

So that all being said, it was fun while it lasted and thanks for the rejection and pretending to be 'different'. Another lesson learned. I hope you find what you're searching for and let it be what you deserve.

I would have never done you wrong and I never would have put a knife in your back, despite the knives in mine.

I would never have turned my back on you, I'm not that kind of person. So I hope you know what you've lost.