Lost in the Haze,
Struggling to survive...

Worth more...
Than a couple...

You held me in your arms,
My warmth beneath your hands...

In the midst of the night,
of my dreams...

From these depths,
I can no longer see...

IT is there,
or here...

I thought I finally healed...
I thought I was finally free...

She was my cousin.
She was my friend...

I hate you
You take everything to heart...

Almost a year since that day
When the phone rang...

The infernos of hell.
And the light that brings hope...

I've been told that it gets better,
that after so many loses...