I think you must get pleasure
when you know I am in pain...

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day...

Don't tell me these words,
I know that their lies...

Helpless lay the 16 year old body,
Waek on the canvis floor...

I swallow just to keep the words down,
I kiss your lips to go to another destination...

Now I lay here with you to sleep,
So happy, hopeing your a keep...

I would give it all to see you cry,
Just a little weep or to die inside...

Don't forget to remember me,
Don't forget the testure of my voice...

Shall I explode??
Shall I erode...

The sadness in the morning,
Smiles by evening...

You came to my house late at night,
Craweled in my bed; started a fight...

You tell me lies and I know that you do.
All night I stay awake and think about you...