When I see you're smile from thinking of me
I can't help but cry tears you cannot see...

With every breath you take
I feel I cannot fake...

Hey mum,
Nothing much is happening...

Thank you for being there
When I need you most...

The tears fall down on my diary like the ink
I do believe it was you who did this I think...

I wait, wait, and continue to wait
I'm waiting for you and I continue to wait...

I am the shadow hiding behind the soul
The whispers in her head that make her fall...

Under the black starless sky
Is where I would surely die...

Death is but a word
One feared when heard...

I sit here alone
Hopes and dreams are gone...

I see a lonely boy looking for hope
And a longing love for someone...

I deserve the pain
I deserve the shame...