I found out who my real friends are
I will not mention their names...
All my life I had built up a fantasy
of the perfect man...
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green...
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly...
Life is a game
We all play a part...
You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest...
There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside apart...
My guardian angel, once careless and free,
flew into the clouds and lost touch with me...
The desks line up
Perfectly...
Your eyes
which first held me captivated...
I couldn't ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much...
Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears...