It numbs the pain
Like a suicidal train picks up passengers...

Blood everywhere
Even on the note...

It turned to coal
It rust, it rots...

It's like I'll never get to see what we use to be
It's like you left me forever when you're not even...

Go back to the days when it was so fun
The innocents of when you were young...

Hating you seems so easy unlike loving you which...
But if you look at her heart you will most likely...

She'll be damned until the day she dies
Sitting here waiting for his side...

All those Decembers that Ill have to spend without...
I wont forget your radiant smile...

I had this dream filled with happiness
You were always there by my side...

It's so hard to forget all the things that mean...
But it brings pain when you think about it...

In this sorrow
Of life's damn trace...

She had a drinking problem starting at sixteen
Followed by coke and addictions to morphine...