so, im going through some bodily changes- and im really really skinny..but through my eyes- i find myself wanting to be skinnier because i think im getting bigger.. so i havent been eating lately- but no one has noticed yet (that's good).. but my parents are on me a lot now because i have a stress fracture in my pelvis from Cross Country- and they think i need to eat better so i can get better.. which is pretty dumb if you ask me..cause ill eat when im hungry!.. agree? anyways-- im struggling and this is my only escape- i cant tell anyone im anorexic- they'd think ive gone insane.. |
Take one look at me
through my eyes...
Unravel the night
and lay it out piece by piece...
I smothered it,
to the point the room collapsed...
Her need for affection
and lonely desires...
I can hear loves deadly whisper
as you parade into the room...
Testimony of hurt embedded on my arm, never to fade away |
Dream, even for a little while, dream, filling up an idle hour, fade away, radiate |
Horryfying, sweet, memories of a bygone situation, lie shattered, torn and battered, and all scattered around |