Look around you,
take a really good look...
Every step is a struggle,
All words are a lie...
Little girl, sitting in the corner.
You have a broken heart...
Violence speaks the hands-
of someone who used to feel...
If I could write a apology letter
to the world, to my family and friends...
I feel it dying inside me.
Slowly fading into darkness...
In the darkness lays a child
the one you have forgotten...
My soul you've painted with the most radiant...
As I walk the colours are reflected in my step...
.
How does one measure the distance to moon's...
Lord please help me,
Don't let this boy die in my arms...
The sunlight set on her deep brown eyes
crying the tears, she could not hide...
They'll never understand...
The thoughts that sin in my brain...
When words became screams
And actions turned into fights...
For many years of my life
I've leaned against a wall...
Was there any doubt when you grabbed that blade,
Was there a second thought before you slid it...
My eyes turn to grey
The darkness sets in...
Little girls eyes
They can see so much magic...
Always questioning your life...
but seem so happy all the time...
This depression has sucked me into a dark hole,
I don't know what's going on, there's nothing I...
If I had but one wish,
I would wish upon a star...
I close my eyes and count my mistakes,
I know they outweigh the good...
My reflection is staring back,
With nothing but regret...
Growing up,
I've been beat up...
Feeling completely worthless.
a negative, hurtful thought...
No one seems to notice (no one seems to notice),
how I feel so hopeless (how I feel so hopeless...
I wanna be the pretties wreak you'll ever see.
I'll be so dangerously broken...
Today the world is broken
Bleeding hearts bled all but dry...
There is a leakage, in my soul, in my emotional...
Dangling hope starves my vision into a malevolent...
I know I've cried for your forgiveness,
a million times...
From tall trees to endless pit
Our lives change faster than ever...
I remember you like this..
you are my dad, the drunk...
The moment the blade touches my skin,
All my feelings come out from within...
She has always been a bit lost
somewhat broken and empty...
The lips of morphine,
and eyes of suicide...
There isn't any words
To explain how I feel...
Cant wash the blood off my hands
Why Im like this,nobody understands...
Blood boiled in every vain,
Like a flicker in every flame...
Listen, let's listen real close.
Do you hear it, can you feel it...
Wanted something more
Wanted something better...
I look into the mirror,
But what is it I see...
I am finally in my quiet room,
The mask of strength put aside...
A injection feels so Serene a sensation makes me...
at least it seems...
I cant believe it
Here i am to protect...
Once upon a time
In a land far away...
Why do I feel like this?
Feeling so confused...
When I cry
I lay myself down to sleep...
*Letter following "Dear Little Sister"
Dear Big Sister...
The wind it chills me,
but to me its warmth...
My heart is heavy
from all the pain i hide...
Dear self i am writing u from the depths of my...
I Wanna acheive my goals but it seems as if my...
You look at me
And stare at my eyes...
Mirror, Mirror of thy heart,
You reflect a soul thats been ripped apart...
Stripped down to the point of survival,
That's when you see life anew...
We butcher and kill in the name of god
saying it's his will...
Dear Depression,
Depression won't you stop haunting me...
Old Warrior's Prayer
By Mark Spencer...
Give me your hand,
Give me control...
Hey baby, hey sweetie, you know I love you.
So let me lay this out before you say "I...
Who is she?
This reflection that stares back at me...
Her smile is a grimace.
Her laugh is a facade...
The chasing of a dog,
In black and white...
Pieces of an unsolved puzzle laid to rest
On a floor so cold, none dare walk on...
Watching them laughing just breaks me,
knowing I'm not apart of their joy...
How cn they say they know who I am
When they don't know anythin about me...
It all comes down to the laugh
And humour that hides the scars...
A new day but old news
It's those feelings again...
One shot for family
One shot for friends...
People normally reduce a dolls use to mere...
The sad thing is that, that analysis is veracious...
It was there this morning, the hair,
Now it is lifeless in this brush...
Smoking cigarettes all the time and devilish...
Evil things is what this woman does or say...
Where were you
When I was up on stage...
She throws her phone out the window.. No one will...
She fills up the bath tub and picks up the razor...
Looking in the mirror
My face is blotchy...
A thickened forest to block the view
Shuttered windows let no light through...
As life seems to change
the hourglass drains...
Sitting all alone,
Thinking through your life...
I write my name upon another wall,
but it refuses to stay...
Cuts, get deeper, if they only knew,
Yes, I do it because of you...
No one ever sees her cry,
Never sees her hurt...
Never had thoughts of such a way
When a heart so faint will wither...
My name is Elliana and I'm a prisoner of...
I'm seven years old and I've now become a number...
My life doesn't shine when I'm alone,
I remain hidden and relatively unknown...
She could not lose her emotion,
That is what drove her heart...
To my heart
I know you have been broken many times...
Pain and insecurities
leak from the space...
Im sorry mumma for the horrible things I said to...
I swear none of them were true...
Sometimes, I swear I see the roses bleed
Swear I hear the willows cry...
Starving to be pretty
Dying to be thin...
So how does it feel knowing it's too late?
Do you feel like you've accomplished something...
She just wanted someone to tell her it was OK.
Someone who she could go to when she couldn't...
Call her crazy because she has dreams.
Call her psycho because her arm says more than...
She was never the type to let anything get to her.
Never the type who cared what anyone thought...
A broken heart
Years forgot...
She thought she could stop
chewing down pill after pill...
The blade rests upon my skin
Forward and back it slides again...
Pick another color to shade your life,
Black, white, or the silver of a knife...
Every time that I think,
I break out in tears...
Tear off the top layer of skin
And beneath you will find...
Everyone tells me that i need to forgive.
That all the pain in me must go...
Nobody's child but mine . He wasn't wanted .Except...
He was born so strong . Should have been two .Oh...
If you were the girl,
Who was always left out...
When I close my eyes, will they remain shut?
A passage of time, feeling in the gut...
I am the razor blade
Touching her skin...
Dear misery,Please
let go of me,Suffer...
All around the freaking world:
Broken boys and broken girls...
Did you ask why me?
Being the only one of your kind...
What's going on, why am I such a mess?
I know I should talk but in no one can i confess...
She was just like you and me
At least of what you could see...
I'm just a ghost ,
A shadow of your imagination...
I just won,But I'm not a winner.
Everyone treats me like shit...
I dont know how to explain this feeling,
My heart and head keep reeling...
In this winter world,
Sits one little girl...
Not looking down at her arm,
In fear of placing yet another scar there...
It's my weakness, i wont lie.
I always seem to cry, when you shout...
I'll write this on paper
Instead of writing it on my wrists...
Ive done the best i possible can,
To try and make you understand...
I walk in the door I stop and stare,
I see the bottle falling from her hand...
No matter what the time I'm always scared
I feel shakey and nervous and nobody cares...
So this is what rock bottom feels like.
Sitting calmly on a hotel bed...
Scratches,
Cuts...
Can you hear it?
Is it still breathing...
She could never explain it to anyone,
Why she did the things she did...
A path that must be found
Like the masses traveling a path of dark mystery...
If I tell you to sleep with open eyes
Will you still dream of me dying...
So many questions
No Answers...
It's such a scary thing,
when love actually causes harm...
Little Annie sits upon a wooden shelf
little black eyes stare out...
The pain has returned
My soul is on fire...
Im hurtin inside
all the tears i can't hide...
Who are we to judge others?
Who are we to condemn our brothers...
He used to mean a lot
Always used to be on everyone's mind...
Let their spirits live through us.
Never let them die...
He use to make me laugh so hard.
I would hold him when I'd cry...
Dear satisfying but cursed relieve
This letter here contains...
You cut my paper thin heart,
With dual sharp-edged scissors...
Will I see tomorrow
or will I die...
Trying to smile but tears fill my eyes
I don't let them fall...
I See A Mirror,
So Shiny And Clean...
Mirror mirror on the wall,
How many more times do i have to fall...
Enough's what I scream
Its not what is seems...
Gone...not forgotten. Your memory ours to share.
Not sharing a thought...emotional suicide...
Urges,
Stress...
The tears I'm shedding
mean nothing to you...
I was that child
That was never loved...
She doesn't look.
Yet she still sees...
God For A Day
Each time I listen to the news...
I lace up my chucks and I throw on a scarf,
Who knew these cuts would leave more than just...
Once Upon A December
Slowly my life spins out of control...
Everything i do
is always wrong...
Old wounds open
Young hearts bleed...
The bottles of pills are empty,
Scattered across the floor...
Shunned like societies wart
A feeling of hate grows within...
Would You Listen To His Word?
By Mark Spencer...
Who am I?
I do not know...
I sit by myself and i think for a while
About questions that i need to ask...
Am I happy?
Or am I just pretending to be...
I was born into a broken home,
To a place I have spent many nights alone...
Someone come get me...
Pick up all my pieces...
There's this girl in the mirror i look to,
when everything seems to be wrong...
You're just pointing fingers at someone to blame.
Someone to convict, a prisoner in a cage...
I'm caught inside a looking glass
My reflection staring back...
You bite my fingers trying to get me to move
But my eyes and my heart tell me there's nothing...
Many desires fill my heart that'll never come...
but I still believe in them...
She appears with a smile, but really wants to cry.
She wants to turn her life around, it's one big...
Please, hold on to me,
Before I drift away...
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I'm sorry I'm not worth it...
Untrustworthy,
Unloved...
He hits you again, you love him more
Every hate-filled punch, you hit the floor...
Broke my hand today,
punched a wall so hard...
Dark night dark heart
Standing alone crying to the moon...
There's beauty in raindrops
Redemption in tears...
Painful memories I cannot escape
No matter how hard I try...
You have to be strong;
I'll make things better...
Can I have a moment please?
Take a break from your other needs...
There's a dim light on my bedside,
that dances quietly as I read myself to sleep...
It causes every action i make to be painfully...
The soundtrack to my soul is so unforgivably cold...
Why should i keep trying to impress you,
when all you do is take...
It's not like it matters
The way that you treat me...
Can love take away the heart?
Squeeze it ,obliterate it and crush it apart...
I wished upon a falling star
And saw it tumble down...
Now I lay me, down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep...
Why do i love you so much
you never notice me even when am in front of you...
Well, tomorrow is the last day of 5090 FAWM, and I...
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Last night I had a dream,
just like every night...
I can pretend that I'm happy-
Fake a smile and call it a day...
Left behind,
No coming back...
For the longest time,
I sat in a lonely room...
My walk with God throughout my life has been up...
there have been times when I have doubted God...
When the road you're trudging
Seems up hill...
You can't make it feel right when you know that...
Down, down, down... This water slide isn't so fun...
Is there this part of me that lies deep within
This part that no one can win...
She wasn't suppose to be this broken
she wasn't suppose to have all these scars...
Remember me when I leave you
look at me for a long time; because...
Im getting closer to heavens doors
im too scared to have my eyes close...
As we drive down the free-way,
I can always see it taken over...
Its a struggle to stop.
Running back to it...
When your eyes become wet
When your lips start to quiver...
Have you ever prayed for the day all your hurt...
All the emptiness and the pain would not be here...
I can't explain why
Every second of my day i want to cry...
I lived through the battle
But the war is far from finished...
Can you hear her crying for you?
all she wanted was for you to save her...
She's got the looks.
But not the friends...
Why'd I let you see me cry
It's a sign of weakness your eyes...
My heart is incomplete
my soul is in shambles...
She knew she was dying...and the pain was
her children whom she will leave behind...
I talk to people in everyday
I happily mingle in my most special way...
I will overdose on the adrenaline you push through...
Be my drug and knock me out...
What if after all I've been through?
I am turning into a demon like that which I had...
He clipped and broke her wings,
His angel in a jar...
The life i knew
is crumbling beneath my feet...
I'm falling,
will you catch me...
I was here
But now I'm gone...
I was planning on leaving today
Like always I couldn't find the strength to turn...
Ever had the nectar of your heart
sucked completely dried...
When it is just me...
alone in the dark...
Good bye world I don't belong
All I do is sing the same song...
A voice unfamiliar pierces through the dark.
Hands, big and strong, leave a brutal mark...
Just a mini poem, nothing special...
In your minds eye
You never forget...
Can't face this on my own,
Confusion, stress and pain...
Dear Diary,
To him, I write my words...
I lay in the field of forgotten where many other...
Dates and birthdays are piled high...
Everything would change if I do this kind of story
The life of my personal family and my own friends...
Hey there little one I'm sorry i let you go
i never got to see you or even say hello...
When you walked away
You took my heart...
Little blue bird can you keep a secret? There's...
Lyrical broken,
These words left unspoken...
Battered and bruised
the cuts will fade but the words always stay...
I wonder if your happy in heaven?
And you are where you want to be...
I'm going to draw a picture,
Ill draw it with a dart...
Will this day ever end?
i don't know how many more...
I cry...
and no one sees...
Twisting the truth into lies
Mixing hello's with goodbyes...
Pain is a strange feeling
A feeling i can't abide...
She doesn't know how she is feeling, terrible...
How can she tell them, she would rather be dead...
I had a huge fight with my mum last night,
you should have known that I wouldn't be allright...
Moving within these circles,
lurking , lingering...
I Don't Know Why I Did It,
But Now I See The Truth...
I have made many mistakes in my life
But, the biggest mistake was letting you go...
Do you ever wonder?
Who watches you through the night...
Ive let you down
Pushed you, screwed you, left you soulless on the...
As the days go by with no sense of care
no one notices that she is there...
I could tell you I was hurt
But that wouldn't say enough...
Do I still write? you ask.
Write...
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see...
When everything shines like the sun,
with those glistening beams...
Have you ever noticed, that no matter what you do,
There always seems to be someone that will...
She cant seem to understand, what went wrong,
What suddenly happened, why cant she stay strong...
Here i stand.
At the glory of the Lord...
I can still feel your hand on my back
i can still hear you cheering me up when i was sad...
I'm waiting for what, I don't know.
I'm breathing cause my lungs won't let me go...
Wonder what any of it even means,
For nothing ever is what it seems...
It breaks my heart to see a tear falling from your...
It reminds me of my own pain and feelings I just...
You'll remember me ..
When the wind blows your hair...
I pretend that everything is ok, like all the bad...
Everything inside used to seem complete, my walls...
I don't care what you say
My ears they are closed...
I came to you bruised from past mistakes
I though you could be my band-aid...
She has her best friend, its all she needs,
To get through this mess, will she finish her...
Mirror, Mirror, Can't you see?
The girl you show, she isn't me...
Who am I I'm the girl who you'll never see, you'll...
I'm the girl who people only pretend to love, the...
I am the smile that you fake.
I am the chaos you constantly make...
I see a new born baby,
Just entered the world...
She has been lying all along, now no one will...
That she was never happy; her smile was just on...
Do you know it hurts
When I'm alone at night...
She lives in hell
everyday; not sure of what to say...
She talks and talks yet they dont hear a word,
They never know shes near...
She disappeared into thin air...
What was to be a lucid dream, a nightmare...
She's got her hands in her pockets
And a fringe in her eyes...
I'm trapped
i can't escape...
Wounded from the past; now scared of letting go
A broken heart and ash burnt pictures, still won't...
Things linger on,
Just like yesterday's rain...
Stagnate in motion, bound by your hate
These words flow freely, yet carry no weight...
I remember childhood
The things we used to do...
Some say God does not hate
Others say God hates us all...
This may sound strange,
Probably even stupid, i know...
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Benson
Im sending you this letter I found in your sons...
Take my hand and follow me to the mirror,
see the girl staring back at us...
The blood spilled from her skin and into the pure...
All her tears felt so artifical...
Dedicated to someone.
Dear Lord... I'm praying for someone today...
There once was a little girl,
Who lived in a little house...
- to be truthful this isn't my work and i will not...
this was written by a very good friend of mine and...
Cluelessness fills your sad face,
Your eyelashes wet with tears...
Your voice trembles with guilt as you stand over...
All of my music, writing, and screaming are the...
I got some money in the handbag.
And a picture of my dearest ones...
Cold, lost & alone
In a place called unknown...
Once a long time ago she dared to dream,
and she dreamed of love and happiness...
I don't believe in god, but i do agree it's a...
I don't believe in heaven, but i do agree that...
Everyday that your not here
is another day that i stay in fear...
The spiteful words, muttered
That you spat out like fire...
I came to see you today.
I waited for you forever...
Dated: December 04, 2008
As the angel called upon...
I felt the cold ground below me,
as I was planted down in place...
When we take for granted,
what we have...
There is such a thing as forgiveness
Something I myself give and do...
I ask God to take me from life
Cause I go through so much pain, can't take the...
Its 1:00 am.
I'm in a parking lot of a hospital...
The time has come in haste,
Although these years seemed long...
I used to think i could hide my pain forever and...
Dark Hair
Emerald Eyes...
In the darkest hour
Of the darkest night...
I once knew someone
who always used to smoke...
For added effects listen to this...
I was always so strong
when you were around...
The life of a broken heart,
An empty mind...
I hear your voice
but can u hear me...
The streets were empty down below
she stood on the building whispering...
Pour out your depths to me, child
Tell me all that troubles you...
Betrayal under my nose
Close my eyes as reality blows...
I'm crying
But only on the inside...
I'm just a remnant
A disease and infection...
Afraid of moving
Moving forward...
This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river...
These soul-less eyes of mine/
Have seen so much hurt and pain...
Flying pages of this notebook
Scattered and flew far...
U choose the path u wantd to take becoming the man...
That all changed when u put your hands on me...
Up in heaven
Angels are crying...
Every aspect of her life is falling
One after the other, each in turn...
So I've been trying to wait this sickness out,
Cause they say it all gets better...
Scars remain on my arms
To remind me of my darkest days...
Look at you
all high and cool...
I was always this way.
My heart torn away...
I carve your name out
In my blood on the floor...
I can feel my body
Slowly shutting down...
It's seems like an oxymoron,
but I promise you, it's not...
Pick up the gun
said the voice in her head...
I look alive
but i feel dead...
I hear when you speak to me.
Sometimes I try to talk back...
Its the empty mess
as you rest your head on your pillow...
She is tired of faking smiles and laughs,
Feeling so emotional, and dying in her dreams...
For every scar a story
a pain made to distract...
My world's dying and I'm forced to leave.
I'm told it's okay as long as I believe...
The quiet girl who sits in her seat,
no one knowing her inner defeat...
Moving on to a fresh new start
A chance to be the person I want to be...
Walking miles of road unmarked with sin
Trying to find your self deep withen...
Existence that surrounds me
Seems to fall into decay...
This is it, our final good-bye
You left me here, I don't know why...
My beloved ones,
When I die, do not grieve over me...
The little girl,
Ran along her way...
If I told you I needed you to live in the moment,
Would you do it just for me...
I love black and white photos, so simple and so...
Makes the most childish face look so adult and...
I see my reflection in the mirror
I ask myself what more is there to fear...
I try to make you happy
I'm doing the best that I can...
I already know what it's like,,
To fall from a mountain bike...
When you look into these eyes...
Do you think you see the truth or just a maze full...
No one notices but I'm hurt,
brused, dead in the inside...
Any normal person
Would hate to do what I've done...
There's a chipped drone of buzzing,
that always fills my ear...
My Daddy Is A Soldier,
Fighting For what He believes is right...
Little girl you aren't happy
And you haven't been for a while...
Unmanageable anger dwells within me
From the pain you have caused...
Once upon a time over hills of green, and above...
This girl was depressed, always crying and never...
Little girl gone is what they say.
A young life taken, taken away...
My eyes conceal such heartbreak
Tales of carnage now descend...
A life is supposed to be filled with a thousand...
A human goes through it all, being perfect and...
Tell me where's your heaven daddy?
Where does your soul reside...
AN UNWANTED CHILD
Iam an unwanted child...
Here is a day,
just another day...
When ever i say im holding on i let go. Dreams and...
I cry every day and night
Im sad even wen i laugh...
Depressions all around me...
There is gilt all in the air...
You hold in the tears, try not to cry hold in the...
live another day wanting to die...
It's shocking how you were just here not too long...
And now you've vanished like dust...
Behind every locked door
sits a girl with a knife...
Hey there girl
can i ask you a question...
Trying to live up to the expectations
Of someone's who life went into the ground...
Long brown hair
Big blue eyes...
I hate my face,
I hate my hair...
Chaotic thoughts
rage through her mind...
Now I lay me down to cry...
I pray, "Lord, take this life."...
To all the beaten down people,
the hurt, saddened, we all know...
Healed or broken
love or hate...
It may look like shes free,
just herself, true as could be...
What do you do when you hate your life
you hate yourself for living...
God please read this I write to you to tell you...
I cut myself sadly in the middle of the night...
Why don't you love me mama?
i do everything you say...
Depressed people depress me
because they never see past their own pain...
Poet, don't keep silent
You've a message to convey...
Dear god
when will you help me...
I'm sad
and I don't know why...
This deep hole
Is where she fell...
He gets a call in from work that day,
Saying one tower had just been hit...
You'll never know.
how much I cried...
God looked around heaven
and saw an empty place...
Angelic darkness
wishing to find some kind of love...
She hardly sleeps a wink; it's too painful
and wakes up in a broken state; crushed...
Looking in the pockets
Of my sister's coat...
Tears slipping down my cheeks
But I can't explain to you why...
If I took a razor to my arm
Slid it slowly across my skin...
She walks alone and stares into space
She hides her tears and her face...
[[Last year, my dad died, and I went into severe...
I can feel the feelings again...
On the edge of a cliff
I look down, knowingly thinking...
You said, that you want me to never leave you.
And that you hope to be with me forever...
You stare blankly towards the cloudy sky,
Oh why oh why did my lover die...
She is gone.
How is this so...
((My grandfather had been in the hospital for 7...
She whispered secrets in his ear...
The moon filled the night sky
In the place that is so high...
So the demons behind your back come out to play.
Go on, just test me, let's have some fun...
How can I let go? What are you trying to say?
It's not as simple as that...I feel so betrayed...
He went into a cafe and sat down
And the waitres saw him start to frown...
My dad has been there
since i can remember last...
There is so much I have to say.
There has been so much yelling and tears...
My little message to all you people who want to...
Say you decide to commit suicide...
This is just venting, so it might not have flow or...
She's the princess of being broken...
Who God Is
He is the First and Last, the Beginning and the...
You are god alone
wielding power from your throne...
She's a young girl; only sixteen,
but she's a drama queen about everything...
Tears freely flow from red and shattered eyes.
Uttering our devastation unable to stifle cries...
This poem i dedicate to my father who i no longer...
your perfect little girl ain't perfect little girl...
In these dark times of my life
I wonder why I'm still alive...
"This is a letter to the ones who never cared
If you are reading this it means I'm no longer...
I know I'm not perfect
Its sad but its true...
AS LIFE STARTS TO CHANGE
THINGS SHIFT AROUND A LOT...
I could tell you were a ladies man right from the...
Flirting with all the women and leaving a trail of...
I have this feeling,
I can't really explain...
For the person who feels all alone in the world
Who can’t confide in any one...
If only I knew:-
If only I knew...
The whole world believes in second chances,
There are so many stories about people going...
Some people say I'm a child of sin,
They assume I am from the trouble I've been in...
You remember that girl
that hide quietly in the shadows...
I know you say the past is the past,
You shouldn't live in it...
I'm taking this opportunity to let you know
That I love you though I don't always let it show...
Jealousy silently creeps in
Dark as a mid-summer night sky...
You see
i have these people...
All I want is my mothers love
My unforgivingness leaves a scar...
She hides within herself
Running and never stopping...
Her screams for help
Went unknown...
You are the one who has shown me the lights.
You are the win who wins my fights...
Hes leaving
hes going...
Dear God,
Help me...
I am trying to figure out
this little problem called reality...
Mama, I just thought I would take the time,
to fill you in on life...
You probably didn't know you could make this,
Just being you...
I like you for who you are
Not who you could be...
Its hard to let go
Of this horrible past...
Everything has changed
The things are not the same anymore...
Every image of the perfect lie
just reminds you of all the harm...
I had a plan, i had a future, i had hopes, i had...
But one day it all came crashing down as it...
Speak to me:
Tell me something so typical...
I sit with a mask of make believe smiles upon my...
Ive switched roles with who I wished to be
Now I'm the girl losing sanity...
When I think back to that fateful day
I now have so much I would like to say...
Please help me
I'm falling apart...
You were born on a hot day in July
The love I felt for you I can not deny...
I want to drink away all of my pain
until I become so unaware and numb...
A cold doorway for a shelter
an empty box for a bed...
Sitting alone....
without a single ray of hope...
As the days grow weary and the skys turn gray
I depend on you to show me the way...
I said a little prayer,
God did you hear...
Met him at the party, tall and well toned
Saw him at the lawn standing all alone...
I'm lying on this muddy ground,
As the rain slides off me...
She's the daughter who is easy to forget,
The face he just can't seem to remember...
This time I'm going to
do it right this time...
I sit here and think about all our times together
and i think "how could you let them slip...
Sick of the yelling!!
tired of the swelling...
I'm sorry about your life
I wish I could rip out my happiness...
Bruised and broken, she lays there and sighs-
"Why?" she asks, as she begins to cry...
As I grew up
I had lack of identity...
What if the road where you walking at is endless..
and every mistake comes back...
I used to be on drugs
I used to drink my problems away...
Have you ever ask, yourself why
you never saw an angel, in the sky...
There are new bridges
Worn bridges...
Constantly ashamed of my life and haunted nightly...
Why did I have to be born...
If I choose to be
A black man or a black woman...
I got dressed and went to school one day
and there was no smile on my face...
Do you know what it's like,
to cry yourself to sleep at night...
Did you ever wonder what it was like
to be the child that screamed at night...
I once heard a stream
That rippled a tune...
They say when you cry it do 2 things
1. It'll release you from suffering...
No one knows, what a child goes through
the heartache and pain, and the bruises too...
What happens when your life comes falling down
Do you crash and burn or start climbing again...
How many roads must a man walk,
to find his place in the world...
I came home from school, early one day
Because my mom said, she had something to say...
((Okay, so I borrowed a few lines from the other...
I don't belong here...
Darkened in her room,
she climbs out of bed...
Dirty Little Secret
Remember our little secret I promised not to tell...
So one day, this ordinary girl meets and...
she knew instantly, after they started talking. It...
Fear not of the darkness,
Fear what lies within...
The darkness of the forest calls me
Footprints of a being that was once there...
I thought if I could overcome my fears
It would relieve the pain...
I'm sorry
for who I became...
I feel I'd rather be someone else
someone that would matter...
They abused her kindness for long enough
That her heart has turned so cold...
Ang-el
Your eyes have become a mirror for me...
She cries her life away,
at the end of every night...
My broken wings hang limply from my side
Fresh tears fall to replace the ones that dried...
She weeps the tears of a broken heart,
right here right now she falls apart...
Unwanted and unloved
but a smile on her face...