I sit here and wonder why,
all I do is shake and cry...
My nights were always filled with despair
just waiting for someone to come along and care...
No more goodbyes
Not even wistful sighs...
I'm shaking, crying, slowly dying,
Why are you constantly lying...
All I wanted was for you and I to continue to be,
But I will not sit here and beg you desperately...
Always I sit here waiting,
Doing nothing but contemplating...
The frigid air
Whips through my lifeless hair...
A nightmare I thought would only be in my dreams
has now become a reality...
Holding herself together at the cost of no ends
Her aloof manner is nothing but pretend...
Thank you for being you, for never lying about ne...
Thank you for being true, and sticking by my side...
I tripped and missed a step long ago
And entered muddy waters taht made my mind slow...
Here we go again,
Now I see its all just pretend...