Maybe one day you will see how much pain you cause me but until that day comes i will continue releaving myself the only way i know how to with my best friend called the razor blade

Over and over i tried
over and over you lied
over and over i cried
well guess what im D.O.N.E

We may not be together anymore but everynight i fall asleep and for that time i am the happiest girl in the world for i am in your arms and everything feels right again

I don't want to see you or feel you
i don't want to look into your eyes
i don't want to touch you or miss you
i just want to love your memory tonight

ღ i miss you
i have finally figured out no matter how hard i try to ignore my feelings for you they will never go away

When the blade hits my hips it's the only thing that let's my troubles go completly away for a few minutes im in control with what happens to me and no one else can tell me what to do

Im sick of sitting here painting on my face and putting on a fake smile and helping people when really all i want is for s.o.m.e.b.o.d.y to be there for me

I think about you all the time
i can\\\'t get you out of my mind
at one time you could have been mine
but i chose to be with him
and im suffering from my own stupidity
hopefully someday you will want me again

I want to care about you
i want to love you
but when i think about it can't
becuase im still in love with HIM
the one who i gave my heart to and then ripped it into pieces
and now im doing the same to you..

At one time you were my everything
things have changed now you are with her and im with him
you were my first i gave everything to you
but when i think about it things haven't really changed
you are still my e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g