I didnt want it
I just didnt want to kill it...
I see the hurt
i see the pain...
I see you smile
But i realise it\'s not at me...
Wouldn't it be funny,
If for just one last time...
I opened my heart up,
I let it all out...
Singing, sitting, smiling.
starring at you just admiring...
She picks up the blade,
She holds it in her hand...
I should have told you from the start this was...