As I lay in bed
I face the wall...

Mouth is dry
Hands are cold...

Every guy that has come along
They tell me lies...

I used to feel the warmth inside
Now I still here and freeze...

I can't wait to hurt a boy
To watch him fall...

You ask me if I'm okay
I smile and bring it back...

Why do I fight him?
He's done nothing wrong...

He stands in front of me
I'm afraid to move...

I really feel like crap tonight
Too tired, keep crying...

I try to say I'm happy for you
But honestly I really don't care...

You said it yourself
We're meant to be...

I screw up once
Only once...