Still stuck down in the shadows,
All by myself...
When I look in the mirror,
What do I see...
Why do I have to eat,
I always consume too much...
I have never felt so lonely in my life,
Everything pierces me like a knife...
I'm broken and torn,
My heart's shattered inside...
Look deep into my eyes,
And you may see...
I wish I could be skinny,
I wish I could be thin...
I'm so sick,
Hold me - feel me die...
Why do I laugh,
Why do I cry...
I refused,
Now I'm all confused...
Spiraling down,
Darkness covers...
Each day seems to get a little bit easier,
I am getting freer and freer...